CHRIST THE LORD;;my saviour

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

shinhwa--

i love shinhwa.. most of all!! i love SHIN HYESUNG!!!
the last two hyesung backgrnds are done by me!! the rest are frm the internet!! i love hyesung!! i also like eric aka munnie[i cant possibly go eric eric so hot rite.. my dad's name IS eric afterall... so... yar..] and minwoo!! haha!!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

oh bother.. brothers...

can anyone agree with me?? brothers stink!! if u're not part of it.. DUN TRY TO BE!! urrgh!! eg. my bro.. everytime.. when i'm goin home wth my frenz.. and sway sway he on the bus also.. he will ALWAYZ try to socialize wth my frenz.. dat okay.. BUT!! he does it TOO OFTEN!! AND!! tis is MY LIFE!! NOT HIS!! if he doesnt have an frenz in his social circle.. dun come and crash mine!! all my frenz say dat u hv a nc bro.. but after a while.. u will find out dat living wth him= HELL.. he think he so smart and everything!! and my dad bought an mp3 CD player 4 me.. so dat i can use it when i study, b4 i sleep and everything.. BUT!! the monment i on it.. he starts to make SUCH A FUSS!! so auntie la!! and he alwayz lyk dat.. might as well live in a life wth no music.. no tis or dat.. so dat he can be happy?!? eurrgh!! he alwayz lyk dat... fine.. make my life miserable! alwayz act SO PRO... eurrgh!! den awlaz critisize me.. say me tis say me dat.. eurrgh!! den when my frenz come my hse.. he will act so pro in the hse!! hello?!? he doesnt een lift a finger to take his own dinner/lunch! he is lyk the "da sao ye" lyk the king lyk dat.. den when it comes to cleaning up tis and dat in the hse... its alwayz.. 'wei en can clean it anot?? aiyar cannot.. xinhui? cannot.. wei ling? too small.. okay.. hui lun u clean it up..' SHEESH!! yar.. alwayz.. hui lun do it la.. stupid la... alwayz me... ass hole.. if anyone ever says.. brothers are the best.. i'll puke all over the place... but some brothers are exceptions la... but my brother is the worst.. verbally, physically.. and physcologically.. he will make me feel TERRIBLE!!! so now.. i dun feel terrible anymore.. i feel pissed and irrited and annoyed.. coze i dun understand a thing.. WHY IS HE TRYING TO BE PART OF MY LIFE SO DAMN BADLY!?! AND HE IS DOIN SUCH A HORRIBLE JOB!! oh yar!! he also reads my msn histories dats why i hate goin msn so often anymore.. and everytime i havemsg in my hp.. he damn KPO go and read my msges.. he also tried to read my diary.. dats why i never write liao.. but 4 my blog.. he lazy to go read.. so i dun need to worry.. he damn ass la.. ask him go eat shit la.. die die die!! eurrgh!! i have LOTS to complain abt him.. but now is NOT the right time..

Monday, April 17, 2006

hehe... i juz came back frm sending wendy 2 the bus-stop... haha..we were makin cookies!! haha.. choc chip cookies.. haha.. i'm so bored!! and guess wad!! my math improved!! i got outta 7questions 6 correct word probs!! haha... and.. i can play "over the rainbow" nicely wth the score.. i can remember a lil bit lor.!! haha... and.. i'm sry if my spelling is WRONG dora... so i admit.. I HAVE A BAD WAY TOWARDS LETTERS!! haha.. i hate letters.. i lyk readin them.. haha.. i'm juz crapping-inherited frm duckie and carrot... haha.. warning.. sitting too long wth them can make u MORE crappy.. oh yar!! me and my sis found the korean's SO CALLED "backstreet boys"!! haha.. they are lyk as successful as them!! and as popular as them!! but veri soon.. they'll hafta go army.. SAD... :'(... haha... the grp as called.. Shinhwa!! consists of... HyeSung-my no.1 fav.. Eric aka munnie- my no.2 fav.. Minwoo-my no.3 fav.. Dongwan-my no.4 fav... Junjin-no.5.. and.. Andy-no.5.. yar.. its not lyk i dun lyk junjin and andy dat much.. its lyk i LOVE them ALL!! but if to rank them.. i'll rank them tis way.. =)) anywayz.. life has been.. how to say... weird... i have alot of positive happy things goin on.. and VERI WERID bad things goin on.. lyk.. ms chi dance boii getting... ahem..ahem...angry..ahem..ahem.. at ahem..ahem.. haha.. and ms dawn bein spastic.. nah juz kidding.. haha.. anywayz.. gtg.. mum needa do some work.. yar.. "WORK".. ahem ahem...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

a day wth david

wee~ i went out wth sean,david,nic,J,R and wei cheng[is dat the right spelling?] and de zhong... and jing qian of course.. jing qian so nice man.. he treat me lunch and movie today~^o^... haha... i'm so gonna miss david.. he's leaving on tues... back to US.. haha.. gonna miss him.. though he's annoying and eveything.. but since i grew up wth sean, he is a lil lyk sean.. they are cousins after all... so.. i found some weird similarities... haha.. he is so furniee, yet annoying.. so mermoriable but so irritating.. he's juz lyk sean.. fun to be wth.. but the other part not sean but seth is annoying... haha.. he seriously dosent noe when to give up... haha.. gonna miss dat little fellow... haha.. david, must come back to singapore... >_< haha.. he damn cute la... wonder y sean got so many weird cousins.. dawn is prectical, sarcastic.. and... i dunno.. megan and mark are... annoying.. irritating.. stupid... dumb.. and they dunt noe their limits too.. haha.. sean is.. is.. seriously i actually grew up wth him but i cant think of the words to say abt him.. haha... seth is annoying.. stupid.. i think he's a flirt[at the age of 9 tis yr...] haha... anyway.. today was damn cool.. loved it!! today arrived at church late.. so went to sit beside wei cheng.. den talked den asked jing qian can bring us go watch ice age2.. den he say ok.. den after church, jing qian gave ME $10.. HAH!!! i love jing qian man.. went to BK wth shijia.. and actually gor wanted to go.. but didnt.. den sean , dawn and david came back frm the lunch in tis restruant... den i was giving tuition to tis cute slightly disabled little jap gal.. dang.. cant remember her name... den me, jeannete[is dat the right spelling?] took photos of nic's phone.. haha.. wad.. we couldnt use mine, mine has no camera.. and i cant even bring mine out.. and J was offed... haha.. so nic's phone is so camera lyk.. so we took photos wth it... took 1 wth caleb too.. but wa lau lor.. i kana suan by nic so many times la.. damn ass lor... den i drew "cuts" on wei cheng, sean, Jeanette and david's hands.. haha.. so fun.. jing qian fell 4 it!! haha.. den we WALKED to PS.. i mean lyk wad de hell.. i didnt noe PS was SO damn close to my church la!! haiyo... walk there about less den 1/2 hr?? i dunno... den de zhong mother damn pro.. give us $50 to buy the snacks 4 the movie!! GOSH!! it was enuff liao.. den she scared not enuff.. i help them to order wad.. so pai seh.. she all of a sudden order SO manie things man.. WOAH!! i really respect her now.. [4 now.. i guess..] haha.. den we went to the cinema.. david was lyk makin SO MUCH NOISE!! haha.. me and jeanette kept shushing him.. but dat was b4 the movie.. den we warned him about keeping quiet.. den he said in a veri soft voice.. "okie.."haha damn sarcastic.. den watchin halfway.. david pushed me and the nachos dropped on my shirt!! AH! nvm.. it'll wash off.. after the movie went to take neoprints since he was leaving.. when designing tis neoprint.. i wrote 4 1 of them "david, remember!" den i took a peep at him.. if i saw correctly he's facw was a lil sad.. haix.. so gonna miss him.. he is lyk a minature version of sean, seth, dawn and lots others.. haha.. i remember he is damn crappy la.. dats all la.. i'm lyk so tired now la.. haha.. its lyk 10:08pm now la.. no 10:09.. haha.. nite ppl.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

i made my veri own wallpaer of samshik!! oh my gosh!! its so perfect!! see it!!

the other two is done by my sis...

i'm so happy.. heehee- i juz watched "she's on duty" on youtube.com.. haha its a korean movie, sunah [a.k.a samsoon] and tis cute guy called gong yoo.. his really cute.. but if some 1 was to be wth sunah, i say either samshik or gong yoo... haha... even if ur not a fan.. seriously once u watch it u'll like sunah even more... haha.. i'm so damn tired.. and the math paper yesterday was damn easy.. i hope i pass. inoe i'll pass.. haix.. i'm juz crapping.. haha.. oh yar.. yesterday, quarreled wth olivia.. seriously.. no offence to some other ppl. i'm not gonna name them... olivia has changed since i'm not gonna say.. too much detail will lead to letting u noe tis and dat.. haha.. olivia juz changed somehow.. i dunno in wad way.. but she juz changed to an olivia i dunno any more.. she becomes so negative.. and now, everytime i qurral wth my bro.. which in my sec skool life.. A LOT... cause we're in the same bloody skool.. and my bro complains to my parents abt my attire.. making them lecture me.. URRGH!! wad the bloody hell!! juz book me since u're a bloody prefect!!! i dun care anymore even if i'm ur bloody sister!! seriously!! i'm rated not so bad attire in the skool liao.. the other ppl's shirt can be drooping all the way to the ground...[if ya noe wadd i mean] their skirts are SO over the knees.. and the right length will be knee length.. mine, slighty lower den knee length.. and its not my bloody prob dat the shirt keeps comin out although i tuck in already... and if i tuck in the proper way.. i look lyk a nerd!! a TOOT!! like my brother!! EWW!!! so i let loose a lil.. den he want me to tuck in lyk HIM?!? EWW!!! to hell wth him!! screw him!! urgh! gosh! someone save me frm tis idiotic brother of mine!! anyway.. back to olivia.. everytime i qurral wth my bro, i'll tell her or cal but rarely cal.. cause she changed too.. drift away frm our frenship and join her frenz sometimes wth us.. cause she's gonna spend her 5 yrs in GM wth them... so dat i cant hate her 4... and she changed a lil onli.. she's still herself, her character.. but olivia is diff.. a whole new person i dunno!! everytime i tell her my bro is blah blah blah me again, she use to say again.. i'm glad i dun hv a bro, wad did he do tis time? now... dots.. OKIE... LAME HUI LUN LAME!! i dun wanna listen.. its not my prob u hv a bro... i mean u might get sick of me tellin u abt my life.. but olivia isnt tis type of person.. she will listen again and agian no matter the number of times.. i noe dat she will.. i have told her a number of times dat she's changed.. but she juz goes.. oh.. okie... den its done.. i juz really miss the old olivia and dat she juz.. juz... aiyar.. she juz.. not her.. wendy and zoe did tell olivia abt her behavoir.. i told muthu abt tis... and well she juz did comfort me and everything.. and i got pissed cause i was already enduring the sight dat olivia's new character for MONTHS!!! i've been enduring really long.. everysince dat day she changed... and there we were playing badminton.. well. she was scoldin my in a way dat i smack too much, i wad too much.. non of them-[wendy,zoe,weekeng,choon hon] does dat anymore... den all of them join in.. well i hv a bad temper... den they start to continue the game and i missed the ball [cause it rarely comes to me... ] den they said some stuff. and i pretended to lauff and served den again.. olivia missed tis time den she served and it hit me.. seriously!! i cld not take it anymore!!! yesterday was lyk the LAST AND FINAL STRAW!! i cannot control anymore!! so i burst.. i threw the racket on the floor and i marched towards tania, rach and char[aka muthu]... den olivia came and apologised non stop.. i told her to go away but she didnt want to.. and i ran to the toilet and stayed there 4 a few mins.. den zoe, olivia and the rest of them came in and told me to go out... den i didnt rply.. and staying in there 4 i think zoe said 20 mins... den i told all of them to go out except zoe... den i walked out and sat beside muthu den she comforted me... seriously.. after dat.. i dunno wad happened... and i dun wanna noe...