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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Thursday, June 26, 2008

grahh. today had chinese O level oral. i like totally screwed it.
like i was trying to keep it in and all den half way during tuition i couldnt solve this qn, and all, den i started to get pretty angry.
den i just suddenly lost it.

sometimes, its like i keep it in but i dunno that i do.
its like a subconscious thing.
its like. i dunno how to explain.

grahh.
joshua says cause i'm tired.
well thats probably what he'll say.

i dunno lar.
its like my parents keep thinking i'll score terrifically well,
my siblings keep saying i'm so darn smart.
and just cause i'm hardworking doesnt mean i score well.
see this pattern? i work darn hard and i dun do well.
its come kinda jinx lar.

no. i correct myself.
its a continuous variation. (from bio. i'm not even sure if i'm correct.)

i mean seriously.
stress thats people say.
i think its partly that. and also smth else lar.
its like i dunno how to say lar. GRAHHHH.

when i reached home, i went to greet my parents.
den as i sat on my dad's bed playing with the dog, it suddenly struck me that i have so little faith in myself in scoring well for Os.
i really think i won't be able to do it.
and apparently, my mum's words are like haunting me.
she said once that i'll never pass O levels and go IT.
i think that must have been the drive to cause me to work so hard?
or it might be cause i wanna prove her wrong
or maybe i just turned out to be able to work hard?
i dunno
i just dun wanna think abt it right now.

bed, here i come.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

here are some random photos i found! hahahaha.
upload more some other time.
btw people, do NOT message or call me. me phone is on the way to spore from malaysia, and thats another story i'll love to tell another time. haha.











Saturday, June 07, 2008


CUTE RIGHT? this little girl is wearing a HANBOK! haha
okie
haha. since some ppl have asked me to post some pictures, here goes nothing. and NO, they are not pictures of HERBIVOURS.


























Sunday, June 01, 2008

JUSTICE HAS BEEN SET FOR US STUDENTS!

there is a news article in some page of the news paper.
its refering to us students as the MOE has set too difficult papers for us.
its definitely demoralizing and definitely upsetting, definitely self-esteem destruction when we get such demoralizing results from school tests and blah.
and of course, our parents say we aint putting enough effort.


AND JUSTICE IS DEFINITELY HERE! hahahahahahaha YAY! ^^