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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Tuesday, July 30, 2013


All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before

All I know is a simple name, everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like i've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind


All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed

maybe it really hasnt hit me like this yet.
but i guess i feel it now.
regardless. i guess you can say this is just one night.
i should really stay away from secular music. just makes me sadder.

everything has changed. it takes everything in me not to call me. 

Sunday, July 28, 2013
Bless The Lord O my Soul

10,000 reasons

[Chorus]
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

The sun comes up, it's a new day dawning
It's time to sing Your song again
Whatever may pass, and whatever lies before me
Let me be singing when the evening comes


[Chorus]

Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

You're rich in love, and You're slow to anger
Your name is great, and Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find


[Chorus]

Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

And on that day when my strength is failing
The end draws near and my time has come
Still my soul will sing Your praise unending
Ten thousand years and then forevermore


[Chorus x2]

Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name

Jesus, I'll worship Your holy name
Lord, I'll worship Your holy name

Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name
Jesus, I'll worship Your holy name
I'll worship Your holy name


Another song that offers me comfort.
Right now, this is all I am asking for.
I don't feel like thinking anymore.
I'm so tired. I feel like stopped thinking for a while already. And I just want to continue doing that. God is sufficient.

Indeed, And on that day when my strength is failing. I keep having feelings of wanting to cry for everything but in the end, still my soul will sing your praise unending.

I wanna sing forevermore.

Tuesday, July 23, 2013
The Wife of Noble Character

heard this the other day: i would expect this behavior of someone who is married not dating or in courtship.

got me thinking, do we date/court for boyfriends and girlfriends or are we looking for a husband or wife?
i guess my answer would be husband. no wonder i heard that comment from someone. but its not a bad thing right? i stand firm on my ground that God will provide and God is sufficient. ultimately, i just want to be a God-fearing woman.

And God answered me today in my QT:

Proverbs 31

Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character

10 [b]A wife of noble character who can find?
    She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
    and works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
    bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still night;
    she provides food for her family
    and portions for her female servants.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
    her arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
    and her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
    and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
    and extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
    for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
    she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
    and supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
    she can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
    and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her household
    and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
    her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
    but you surpass them all.”
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
    but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.
31 Honor her for all that her hands have done,
    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.




Tuesday, July 16, 2013
沙漠中的讚美

 
神关起一扇门，他必开一条新路。
不疑惑，不软弱，我心仍要赞美。
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望，
因为我的主仍然在掌权。

他必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路。
虽四面受敌，却不被困住。
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告，
我的主永远掌权。

赏赐的在于你，收取的你必代替。
神旨意不能拦阻，我心仍要赞美。
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望，
因为我的主仍然在掌权。


Wednesday, July 10, 2013
定睛仰望耶稣

This song really has been speaking to me ever since prayer meeting.

Fear of so many unknowns. But I know God really will be with me all the way.

神的道路高过人的路 
神的意念高过人的意念 
他的心里有蓝图 
 他的时间不错 
 一步一步带领你前途 
 他立大地的根基 
 他让云彩空中漂浮 
 是他创造生命气息 
 是他应许照顾赐福 
 神造万物各按其时 
耐心等待必要欢呼 
啊！ ……耐心等待要欢呼

My comfort to rejoice in life:) knowing he has a perfect plan for me.

Monday, July 08, 2013
God please fill me

Mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

So today I was watching white collar. And....
Neal Caffrey: You and Peter. How'd you know? 
Elizabeth Burke: Well, I think there's a difference between loving the idea of someone 
[pause] 
Elizabeth Burke: and actually loving who they really are. 

I had to go for a moment. To somewhere else in my head. To just cry a little inside. Maybe? Idk. Doesn't feel like we got anything wrong (once you get that other issue out if the way). 

God please sustain me, preserve me and give me strength. I need strength. I need strength I need strength. I need stamina and wisdom too. Just give me all those. I want to just focus on you!:)

Friday, July 05, 2013
Forever the hope in my heart

Scandal Of Grace

Grace, what have You done?

Murdered for me on that cross

Accused in absence of wrong
My sin washed away in Your blood

Too much to make sense of it all
I know that Your love breaks my fall
The scandal of grace, You died in my place
So my soul will live

Oh to be like You
Give all I have just to know You
Jesus, there's no one besides You
Forever the hope in my heart

Death, where is your sting?
Your power is as dead as my sin
The cross has taught me to live
And mercy, my heart now to sing

The day and its trouble shall come
I know that Your strength is enough
The scandal of grace, You died in my place
So my soul will live

Oh to be like You
Give all I have just to know You
Jesus, there's no one besides You
Forever the hope in my heart
[x2]

And it's all, because of You, Jesus
It's all, because of You, Jesus
It's all, because of Your love
And my soul will live

Oh to be like You
Give all I have just to know You
Jesus, there's no one besides You
Forever the hope in my heart
[x2]


Wednesday, July 03, 2013
耐心等待必要欢呼 

神的道路

神的道路高过人的路 



神的意念高过人的意念 



他的心里有蓝图 



一步一步带领你前



他的时间不错误途



云彩空中漂浮 


他立大地的根基他
让是他创造生命气息 
是他应许照顾赐福


啊！耐心等待要欢呼

神造万物各按其时 




耐心等待必要欢呼


Last sunday during service, i was reminded to 耐心等待必要欢呼
In a way i thought to myself that this is all pretty apt. is God trying to remind me to rejoice continually in my pain? i guess so. perhaps this is the lesis he wants me to learn. to be so secure and so firm in him that whatever happens i can be firm in his name and glory and still rejoice and give thanks.

well, guess what happened today during prayer meeting. we sang this exact song. 
and even before that, this is one of the moments where i gave thanks so much until i started crying.
i really dont know how to explain it. but it just is like that. give thanks so much till i started crying like i'm sad but honestly i have never felt so much peace inside me.

so indeed, in my pain He is glorified. in my Sorrows and suffering He is made. in my mistakes, He is risen.

today i prayed again for you, for p, for w, for l, for j. idk why, but i really just hope for them to find what they are all seeking. which is God, his unfailing and sacrificial love and to build a relationship with this wonderful wonderful creator.

all in all, i am grateful, so grateful. even for my attachment, everything so far is great. just hope for the teaching bit it will still continue ti be great. nervous about that!

Thank you Father :) i love you.