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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Sunday, February 28, 2010
:)

oh mys its been ONE month. haha :D
thanks for EVERYTHING. feels like dunno how long cause of everything thats happened and all we've been through. hahaha. :)

anyways; i'm procrastinating now. supposed to do gp research. damn sian la. could've been studying smth- more effective lurh. but need this for like essays for ct:(

btw, yes ct is comming and i'm totally panicking and not prepared. LORD HELP ME.
and like sigh. and sigh, sigh sigh sigh sigh.

okay. must focus! i've got mental tenacity:)
J1s all the best man :) one week w/o us. how i wish ALL of us could go to prague tgt.
:(

anyhoooos! i can do loads of things cause choir, choir, study study, not enough sleep, travel travel(on the bus arh). :(
and like i lost my most fav pouch in the world otw to choir on sat:( sad sad sad la! i became the saddest person in the world that day. wanted to cry so badly when i realised it was gone. my heart still has that quenching feeling when i think abt how careless i was :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
if i could give that kind of sad face i would :(((((((((((
so sorry i lost it:((((((((((((((((((( GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH. i hated myself so much when i realised how careless i was la.

anyways, long bus rides are nice <3

Friday, February 19, 2010
busybusybusy-SICK :(

only how many more days till common tests and how many more days till competition :(
things are getting stressful, taxing and tiring. :(
BUT I WILL NOT BACK DOWN! NOT NOW! :)
CHOIR, we can do this! we can endure all the shit like preparing for SYF and go praque enjoy ourselves and know we did our best!

sigh, now its just whether or not our bodies allow us to :(
for eg, me, ivan, bridget are like SICK :(
and we hold impt parts to sing. sigh.
my dear section, as much as i love you guys u cannot rely on me. :(

and also, like i dun really wanna say who or whatever.
like stop complaining infront OR behind my back. like hello?!?
like this is like part and partial of life. u think its too much for u?
look around you?
who else is there to step up?
who else is there to do it?
dun complain, we are not supposed to be complaining.
God gave us too much, so much blessings that even bad things that happen to us are for the better.
what else can u do? bible says to spread the gospel- can you do that?
even if u can, u dont even know if God will call you to do mission.
he gave us gifts, gifts that allow us to serve.
and u people complain.

if it is so unhappy for u so tiring for you that u have to put on a facade to serve then don't.
i rather you serve with a willing heart, and you know clearly WHY you are serving.
how far are YOU from Jerusalem?
if u serve with a heavy heart, i rather u DON'T SERVE.
but i cant ask u to stop, because as much as i want to, we cant.
we need as much help as we can get.
oh wells, sigh. i was reading the bible the other day:

and the parable of the sower spoke to me somehow:)

11He replied, "The knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. 12Whoever has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him. 13This is why I speak to them in parables:
"Though seeing, they do not see;
though hearing, they do not hear or understand.
14In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah:
" 'You will be ever hearing but never understanding;
you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
15For this people's heart has become calloused;
they hardly hear with their ears,
and they have closed their eyes.
Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
hear with their ears,
understand with their hearts
and turn, and I would heal them.
16But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. 17For I tell you the truth, many prophets and righteous men longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

18"Listen then to what the parable of the sower means: 19When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart. This is the seed sown along the path. 20The one who received the seed that fell on rocky places is the man who hears the word and at once receives it with joy. 21But since he has no root, he lasts only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, he quickly falls away.22The one who received the seed that fell among the thorns is the man who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke it, making it unfruitful. 23But the one who received the seed that fell on good soil is the man who hears the word and understands it. He produces a crop, yielding a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown."

truly, i think many of us are not rooted. sigh. and we cant do much but pray. pray that their hearts be open, their ears and eyes be opened.

on sunday the sermon was also what made me realized maybe this has been a rather pressing issue. but how? what to do? sigh. only pray- but i did speak to mushi abt it. but not in detail. we are all busy ppl :(

anyway:) i love my v-day gift:)

[♥ F&E]


Tuesday, February 09, 2010
busybusybusyy ://

busybusybusy!
with less than idk few weeks to common tests, and few weeks till PRAGUE, i'm going under loads of stress. :(
prayer chains, i havent been doing properly, QT-half-hearted:( so disappointed at myself:(

anyways, he has been alright, except for the new phy lect that makes me go "???"
den the econs this term is like " ??????"

see i'm not joking! i put more "?" for econs. phy at least still can understand my econs lect arh is like "POOT"

i really stay awake for ALL the lects and still "???????" i'm going "?!?!?!?!?!?!" now that its getting more indepth. =.=

den arh, i dun even know if tml got econs test la. i'm not supposed to be using the computer but i am so lazy to move my study stuff and hw to my desk.
hahahahahahahaha.

anyways, i havent been blogging in a while i know :P
i wanted to so many times la.
lets just say to sum up; school has been hectic, church life too, church commitments are hard to cope but i love them any how. choir is everyday, and J1s are still auditioning, which is kinda =.=

so have to teach them all 7 songs in one week. PRESSURE LURHHH.
also dun wanna scare them off. this few weeks has been a roller coaster ride. super happy days, super sad days, crying days, pms-ing days, thankful days, grateful days, jealous days and disappointed days.

oh well :) life goes on with God guiding me :D