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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Wednesday, July 25, 2007
the "best" week of my LIFE.

oh mys. seriously. its like the BEST day of my week, best week of my life.

in total i've got 1 cut on my arm, 3 blue blacks and 2 scrapped knees.

INCIDENT #1:
the cut on the hand.
early morn, went school, on monday.
found a cut on my arm. no biggy.
little did i know that the cut would be the starter of my injuries.

INCIDENT #2:
the 1st blueblack
FYI, this was on MONDAY.
i knocked my knee on the table.
DAMN PAIN CAN?

INCIDENT #3:
the 2nd blueblack.
when i was picking up the phone. i ran out of the canteen, and my arm BANGED against the chair.
damn pain lurhs.
i cldnt feel it for wad? 2 mins.

INCIDENT #4:
the 3rd Blue black.
today: during PE, gek gek's arm swung and hit my HARD on the arm. WHOOSH.
THREE BLUEBLACKS!

INCIDENT #5:
the knees.
TODAY: i was getting off the bus. i tripped and fell. FLAT ON MY FACE.
IN THE PUBLIC BUS.
OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.
WHERE ALL THE VJC PEOPLE WERE.
so damn embarrasing CAN?

INCIDENT #6:
the DRAIN.
MONDAY: i was replying a msg.
FUNNY.
when the person msged me smth abt taking care, when i was reading THAT particular LINE, i walked STRAIGHT into the DRAIN.

oh my goodness lars!
i scrapped my knees. NOW THEY ARE BLEEDING. i cant walk properly!! SOBs!
I DUN WANNA BE BAI KAH.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

today, i'll be doing quizes.

coze i'm quite frantic actually.

tml i'm singing solo again. i'm actually quite erm. flustered.

haha.

ohh wells. GOTTA JIAYOUs.

today went sentosa with my family. haha. went there for a while only lurhs. haha. me and my jie kept taking photos non-stop. damn funny lurhs. YAY! next week! HARRP POTTER! with gek gek and mr retarded-marcus.

collecting harry potter deathly hallows sometime this week!! YAY! gonna read it! YAY!

i still owe cal one harry potter movie. kay, two dates of harry potter. DONE. just need to organise them. haha.

TEST TEST TESTs!

Your Birthdate: October 13
You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.
Your strength: You always get the job done
Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault
Your power color: Gray
Your power symbol: Checkmark
Your power month: April
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Your Power Level is: 75%
You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.


^^I LOVE THIS ONE^^



You Belong in Dublin
Friendly and down to earth, you want to enjoy Europe without snobbery or pretensions.
You're the perfect person to go wild on a pub crawl... or enjoy a quiet bike ride through the old part of town.
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You Are a Great Student
You aren't afraid to crack the books when you need to, and you make your education a true priority.You could become a PhD in anything, if you set your mind to it. There's no limit to what you can learn!




You Are Somewhat Like Your Mom
Believe it or not, you and your mom are pretty darn similar.It may not seem like it at times, but you and your mom have a lot of common ground.Over time, you'll probably get closer ... especially if you emphasize the things you like about each other.




Your Lucky Love Color is Purple
When someone gets to know you, the first thing they notice is how romantic you are. The most romantic of all the colors, in fact.You are a big flirt and a total tease. Your antics get you in trouble, but they also get you what you want.And unlike what your color might suggest, you are not a princess of any sort. If anything, you make your man feel like a prince.Your heart is dreamy and open. You don't put restrictions on love - because you never know what can happen.
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You Are A Realistic Romantic
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!
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You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream
Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey!
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YAY! CHUNKY MONKEY ICE CREAM FROM BEN AND JERRYS!!!

You Are 52% Abnormal
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.


YAY! AB-normalism ROCKs.
is there such a word. GAH. heck.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

WHEE.
had PE today.

played SOCCER
i mean, i'm fan of soccer. but i dun PLAY soccer.
I WATCH SOCCER

anyhoos.
after dat, had lessons per norm.
den after school.
me and qiuting were walking out of the classroom block.
with juntian.
after that, juntian saw joseph. and she.him and zhiqian discuss discuss.

den me and qiuting looked up;; and saw 3 guys.
doing smth indecent
very VERY indecent

i wont say who.
just doing smth gross.

haha.

anyoos.
tml got piano...
HAIX.

MY LIFE IS SO BUSY.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

SUNDAYYYYY!
CHURCH DAYYYY!
WORSHIPPP DAYYY!
HAPPYYY DAYYYY!

YAY.
haha. today went church.
duh.
SO LOVE GOING CHURCH.
haha.
had PRAISE.
den went to the sim lim square there to have bible study.
and now i'm blogging when i'm supposed to do homework.

ARRGGH.
dunno how to do geog lar!
how how.
i call the stupid sim juntian she never answer.
AIYAR. dunno lar.
i think i later than see to it. :DD

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i'll be frank and direct this time.
i've always been so discreet about blogging abt these type of things. i dun think i shld anymore. well for today i shall.

Are you guys really so tired?
do u guys rly think that there is no purpose no aim in performing?
aren't you not PROUD of yourself AT THE LEAST?
we are INVITED to sing in this school.
feel honoured.

why do you guys hafta bring in EVERYTHING?!
u're emotions, your troubles your headaches for the day?

by doing so, u guys are bringing ME headache.
bringing MS LOH and MS NG headaches.
bringing the SLs headaches.
most of all. frm my point of view, if we fail to meet ms lohs, or ms ng's standard, I'VE failed to do my job and fulfill my responsibility as a chair and a leader of choir.

i thought.
no WE thought that after SYF, the choir wld strengthen.
we thought that ppl wld actually come to choir as a family not as a typical cca you go to just to earn points.
but a cca u love. a cca worth going to.
not to bring in bad character, influencing the juniors in the bad way. m,aking stupid moves. being UN-DEVOTED. and not giving a dam,n abt the choir type of ppl.

disappointed are we, obviously.
please dont bring in your attitude for the day, your feelings from your BAD day.
FYI, u're not the only onme, do u think we, leaders, teachers, dont have a bad day ever?
do u think we are NEVER tired?
do you think we can also survive the long process?
do you think we like getting scolded my the teachers?
do you think you are the only ones having a bad day?
please think thru.
what are you doiong?

i come into choir regardless tired or not, angry or not, sad or not.
whjen i enter the music room, see the ppl gathered there just for the sake of choir and learning and singing, my energy level, feelings and all are boosted up, making me feel morwe alive, more at home. wanted to throw myself into choir,.
not caring of what lies aherad, all the problems i've gotta deal with. later.
all the troubles i got myself into, later.
all the attendance chasing i gotta chase after, latrer.
its just me, the conductor, the songs and my choir family.

what i dont understand is that, how can u guys get scolding from ms ng, ms loh, den after that, treat it as if noting had happened?
doesnt it seems to itch you, doesnt it seems like u've done wrong?

all we really want, is not the perfect choir. but a choir that knows what to do, and when.
accepts they're responsibility and knows when and how to deal with the,m.
knows how to set theyu're prioties right instead of bringing in all the probs they have.

Monday, July 02, 2007

okay;; not exactly what i was looking for.
haha. but it was the only skin that looked like what i wanted.

was searching for something music-type.
and kinda christian based.

so i found a pretty skin, and replaced the headings. haha.

oh wells, i like my new skin.


anyhoos, arts nite was a blast.

I LOVED IT.
i'm so gonna miss my seniors.

SIGHs.

all my seniors except one.
my brother.
haha.

anyhoos, today was doing homework day. haha.
i did most of my homework. i think.

haha.

i still wanna say: ARTz NITE ROCKED.

haha.
we sounded better than expected.

i cant believe the seniors are stepping down already.
SIGHS.

went church ytd.
i was HALF-DEAD.

coze after artz nite on fri, i cldnt wait to get to bed.
den on sat, i cldnt wait to close my eyes, let alone go home.

haha.
see, that was how tired i was.

i wont elaborate much.
but we took lots of photos, saw mr huangs gf(apparently, its some big news circulating choir), hugged our seniors, i was called xiao zha boh by ah meow.
hahahaha.

the psg dance, the only thing i liked abt it was the SONG: larger than life by BSB!
WHOOTs.
i'm still madly in love with them.

haha.

havent updated in a while, cause i was busy.
but if i cant update, i'll try to tag.

mummy and papa got a new phone.

my family went to sentosa for dinner on sun nite.
the friggin weather is so bloody hot.

photos of arts nite in fellow choir member's blogs.
i am a performer :D
i like performing :))
saw like so many people there.
haha.
i hall so bloody cold.
Singapore Poly Convention Centre is now a memorable place for me.
hahaha.

choir members all realise we love each other a lot right? haha.
and that we love Ms Loh, Ms Ng and Mr Huang a lot right?
haha.

i suddenly miss all of them, including Ms Joy. ((:
the fate of being to utterly devoted to my CCA - CHOIR.
I'M A PERFORMER!

today i finished most of my hol hw.
and i'm afraid of friday: meet-the-parents-day
GAH.
i'm SO AFRAID.

THANKS HONGLAOSHI for the lovely cushion which i hug every night to sleep!
and THANKS HONGLAOSHI and JUSTINLAOSHI and ERTONGSHIBAN peeps for coming to my perf!
Thanks the people who gave me REAL flowers!
Thanks the PERSON who gave me a FAKE cushioned flower!
Thanks to the people who came to watch GM choir perf!

some things i would like to express:
i shall zi bi for a second;
and i dunno why somebody still dares to call me.
dunno why that somebody actually broke all promises and dare to call me.
dunno why i can finally get that somebody off my mind when that somebody would just strike again. sending my mind into oblivion. just for that second that somebody is talking to me.
dunno why that somebody can call me.
dunno why that somebody is doing this to me.
dunno why that somebody is messing with me.
can i box that somebody?

sometimes, i dunno if i really can make up my mind, the other somebody keeps popping into my head. must be the music i'm listening to.

and is that other other somebody playing with my feelings? we've been friends forEVER.
how can he take me for granted?
how can he take advantage of our friendship?
how can he do this to me?
how can he think that u can buy friendship?
how can he treat me like this?
how can he do this to me?

and the other other other somebody.
she's my lovely friend. yes i agree.
but sometimes, i dunno wad's she's thinking.
its hard to talk to her.
and the otherher.
the both of them.
it just seems to be getting harder and harder to talk to them.
it just seems like very hard to approach them.
do you care?

he tells me he cares, he tells me he's always there for me.
is he?
rubbish shittified pig. he's the numba one asshole.

they tell me tey care.
when i apprach them, they tell me shit stuff.
walau.
i wont approach them no-more.

he's a pain in the ass.
they're un trustworthy people.

and i'm apparently drifting further and further from the friends i love.

some people say we're tight.
i doubt so.

he calls me, he doesnt.
he msges me; he doesnt.
he tells me he cares; he doesnt
he tries to care' he cant
he likes me; he annoys me
he cant keep his promise; i shall not keep mine
he makes me feel like a spare tyre; i'll make him non-existent in my life
he can stop it now. PLEASE.
you are confusing me.
you are irritating me.
you are making me wonder.
you are a pain in the neck.
you are wasting my life.
GET OUT OF IT.

okay.
i'm done emo-ing.
whatever i've said up there, is my life. this is only the brim of my complicated life.

so i shall pray.