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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i'll be frank and direct this time.
i've always been so discreet about blogging abt these type of things. i dun think i shld anymore. well for today i shall.

Are you guys really so tired?
do u guys rly think that there is no purpose no aim in performing?
aren't you not PROUD of yourself AT THE LEAST?
we are INVITED to sing in this school.
feel honoured.

why do you guys hafta bring in EVERYTHING?!
u're emotions, your troubles your headaches for the day?

by doing so, u guys are bringing ME headache.
bringing MS LOH and MS NG headaches.
bringing the SLs headaches.
most of all. frm my point of view, if we fail to meet ms lohs, or ms ng's standard, I'VE failed to do my job and fulfill my responsibility as a chair and a leader of choir.

i thought.
no WE thought that after SYF, the choir wld strengthen.
we thought that ppl wld actually come to choir as a family not as a typical cca you go to just to earn points.
but a cca u love. a cca worth going to.
not to bring in bad character, influencing the juniors in the bad way. m,aking stupid moves. being UN-DEVOTED. and not giving a dam,n abt the choir type of ppl.

disappointed are we, obviously.
please dont bring in your attitude for the day, your feelings from your BAD day.
FYI, u're not the only onme, do u think we, leaders, teachers, dont have a bad day ever?
do u think we are NEVER tired?
do you think we can also survive the long process?
do you think we like getting scolded my the teachers?
do you think you are the only ones having a bad day?
please think thru.
what are you doiong?

i come into choir regardless tired or not, angry or not, sad or not.
whjen i enter the music room, see the ppl gathered there just for the sake of choir and learning and singing, my energy level, feelings and all are boosted up, making me feel morwe alive, more at home. wanted to throw myself into choir,.
not caring of what lies aherad, all the problems i've gotta deal with. later.
all the troubles i got myself into, later.
all the attendance chasing i gotta chase after, latrer.
its just me, the conductor, the songs and my choir family.

what i dont understand is that, how can u guys get scolding from ms ng, ms loh, den after that, treat it as if noting had happened?
doesnt it seems to itch you, doesnt it seems like u've done wrong?

all we really want, is not the perfect choir. but a choir that knows what to do, and when.
accepts they're responsibility and knows when and how to deal with the,m.
knows how to set theyu're prioties right instead of bringing in all the probs they have.