CHRIST THE LORD;;my saviour

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

november lessons.
helping us as students? Yes, supposedly.
good for us? Yes and NO. NO NO NO. why? THEY GIVE HWs WITH UNMEETABLE DEADLINEs. THATS WHY!

GAH!
so many hw.
stupid lar!
i so tired ler lor!

gah. gah. gah. gah.
i'm liked emo-ing.

coze i'm going through a weird moment of my life.
things arent going the way they should.
and i seem to be the only one trying to salvage it.

take my social life for example.
it seems to be slipping on a banana peel and sliding down the hill into a pit hole.

thats not the only thing
gah.
just so much that will bring hurt to my heart and so much that i wanna talk about but cant.
jiuming.

DILEMMA.
save me from it.

&&
oh man.
sometimes, i feel like ai'm like a total screw up.

but no matter what, i cant possibly throw a defeated look and rot.
coze thats not me
and thats also definitely not what i have to be.

it'll
be weird for me to be like that.

if you fall, you climb back up again.
on your own, or with the help of your friends.

no matter the number of times i fell, i couldnt ask for help yar.
some things can only be taken in your own hands.
don't they understand that?

sometimes i really wonder if i made the right choice to lead this life.
did i do smth wrong?

wait a minute, i guess i screwed up again.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE :D

attended a funeral tonight
just came back from it.

haha.
DEATH.
whoah.

okie.
i shall blog another day.

its 12:20+
and its homework time.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i'm actually gonna do what juntian did:
English C5
Chinese C5
Amath C5
Math B3
Bio C6
Chem B4
Phy C6
CH B3
CME A
PW B

L1R4: 20
L1R5: 24 [OMG-osh dun need to go JC ler]

Conduct: EXCELLENT

Comments: Hui Lun is a bubbly student who works very well with her peers. She has a good sense of humour[probably coze i laugh so loudly] and has a positive attitude towards her studies. A caring and thoughtful person, she is always ready to extend a helping hand to those in need.

HAHAHAHAHAH
hilarious.
i'm gonna laugh soon.

ms lam is so funny.
i mean of what she predicted of me for my "FUTURE"

she says i'm the very people person.
and that i need to focus more. -.- like jinxuan and juntian doesnt. HAHA. kding.
haha.
so she predicts me working as some high post eg:manager of blah. (hotel? HAHA)
ordering people around. HAHA.

OMG-OSH!
after i heard it i wanted to laugh super hard for 10mins. but i couldnt coze we were still in the middle of the PTM.

so i shall laugh till my teeth drop off now.
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Friday, October 26, 2007

what a day.
oh well.
today was TIRING!

SCHOOL then CHOIR.
haha.
but oh well i like choir.

HAHA.
choir rocks lor.
oh well.
anyhoos,
this week we had 4 prac of choir.
haha.
just keep singing our life out.
so much.
but we're accomplishing soo much.
i'm so encouraged by us, we're working so hard together. ^^

even ms loh this herself: we're improving together. and thats a good sign

YAY!
hahae. oh wells.
i'm beat. and tml collection of results.
whoo hoo.
that was in the sarcasic sad way btw.
haha
anyhoos time for bed!
nitey nite nite!

i mean seriously.
i'm like choir's runner of chasing people.
i mean not literally chase

cause.
some people we really love and care so much doesnt wanna work with us, so we have no choice but to go hard on them.
sometimes, we can only go the hard way.
i mean, we used to do the SOFT approach.
ALL THE TIME.
the only person playing BADGUY was ms ng.

but after the revolutionary talk/speech so-called, from ms loh, a lot of us, leaders, feel we should do it the hard way. ^^

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I'M A HUGE MEGA ULTRA BUPER PUBER DUBER SUPER UBER COOBER SCREW UP.
so sue me.

GAH.

I'M A SCREW UP!
S C R E W U P

I'M BLOODY ABNORMAL TOO AND I DONT HAVE A PROPER THINKING BRAIN. SO HELP ME.

GAH.
bah.
poo.

okay.
so i got the CD and came home wanting to burn it.
the CD from ms loh which we gotta use tml.
for the 300 priamary 6 student open house.

I CRACKED IT.

the bloody cd CRACKED.
it's BROKEN.
when i saw it my heart took a leap not cause i was excited.
cause i was terrified.

BAH.

now ms loh gotta drive ALL THE WAY TO HER SIGLAP HOME TO GRAB HER LAPTOP TO BURN THE CD AND GIVE IT TO ME.
thank goodness i stay near her and not halfway around singapore.

why does she have 2 homes anyway?

anyhoos, usually people carry their laptops in their car right? or smth liddat?
thats what a laptop is used for aint it.
my dad's laptop is forever wth him. i mean as in reachable.
haha

oh wells. ms loh is ms loh.
she's gonna chop my head off.
help.
help.

i really really love ms loh man.
she's going to the extent to salvage this problem..
seriously wonder what i'll be doing now.
probably staring into blank space like what i was doing when i just saw the CD.

oh man/
i'm tired and cranky now.

thanks to my siblings and the recent matters killing me,
and besides the fact that i feel like the maid of the house.
i still got to handle the damage i caused. no wonder my life is a screw up.

GAH.

somebody save me.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

its been a super long long time since i like UPDATED. haha. oh wells. stop pushing me to update! i'll do it now lars! hahahahaha.

what i wanna update here.. will be.. haha.

CONCERT:
1 DECEMBER 2007

COMBINED SCHOOL CONCERT.
KENTRIDGE + WESTWOOD + GM SECONDARY SCHOOL CHOIR(s).
7:30PM
VICTORIA CONCERT HALL

haha. that's the super important thingie i wanna update.
followed by the EOYs.

oh man,
i so totally screwed my physics and math and emath p2.
oh man oh man. but i dunno about the other papers. not SO bad la. but still can handle.

getting the papers back tml 1st thing. ohmyys. i'm like freaked out lars!

haha. oh man. lemme think what else i wanted to update...
facebook is nice. so just go join.
choir still rocks
oh yar. CCIS! whoots! the songs are nice this year. they are always nice everyyear. hahaha.
and..and..
what else...
oh yar!
SHAOER end of year camp.
hahaha.
YAY.

but i aint in the camp com.
haha.
feels weird not being involved.
hahaha.

sometimes i dont understand why you guys treat me this way.
i couldnt actually grasp the thought before. but i can now?
if i'm really not welcomed here, just tell me, i'ld gladly give way.
if you really dislike me, show it to me.
i really dun wanna go through trauma and hurt again. it aint good for both(rather all) our souls.
so save us the trouble and just let me noe.
i'm no robot kae.
neither can i read minds
i'm a living breathing human being here.
this speaks out to all of you.
its getting harder to do anything with ya'll
just feel so unwanted.
dun give me that crap that ya'll dunno. i dun take it.