CHRIST THE LORD;;my saviour

Thursday, August 13, 2009

realisation?

i've come to a conclusion after my VERYVERY HIGH FEVER BREAK, that i should really not expect so much out of .......................people.

well, apparently, NOBODY BLOGGED ABT ME NOT BEING ABLE TO GO WATCH UP WITH THEM WHICH I SO SO SO WANTED TO.
:(
no not sad face! it should be an ANGRYface, but i cant find the emoticons on the key-board for an angry face.

AND, after i came back from that 3 day mc, all i saw was a pile of work under my desk! THANKS TO THE VERY HELPFUL GUYS SITTING ON MY DESK, BUT NOBODY TOLD ME ANY INSTRUCTIONS WHATSOEVER. so i totally DID NOT know what to do.

AND, choir has been just HECTIC, so many things so when i disappeared and came back, okay, i shall not comment on that.

WELL, MANY MANY MORE INCIDENTS THAT MADE ME THINK THIS WAY,

ohmygosh, i must really sound like a small little girl right now, it is so not me to rant abt this type of thing on my public blog, but oh boo.

and i'm supposed to be studying for my 3tests tml, but NOOO. i'm letting myself be distracted here tonight. and must give credit okay, i never touch computer for personal use since MONDAY.

AND!! the reason why i'm being so highly irritated is because i havent been sleeping early and i'm not counting on it tonight. anddddd!! TO TOP IT ALL;; MY EARPHONES SPOIL. :(((((((( i'm currently the saddest person on earth, or rather a developed country where material goods paly a huge role in my life.

AH WELLs, at least i still have GOD to confide in, screw all those .................people....

Thursday, August 06, 2009

You've got this look I can't describe

You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade
Without a doubt you're on my side

MY NEW CRAZE :) Corinne Bailey's Just Like A Star. :)
the lyrics are just.. :) <3!
haha, today finally went back to school. i've got a heap. no mountain! to catch up on :(
tml chem Mock SPA or issit my retest?
I'M SO CONFUSED. HAVE TO MUG FOR BOTH?!?
GRAHHHH.
so DEAD. i'm TOAST.
i better go mug now.
still couhign though :(

Like A Star lyrics
Songwriters: Bailey Rae, Corinne;

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Oh, I do love you

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade
Without a doubt you're on my side

Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh, your love

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand
The way it is, it's not a secret anymore
'Cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark, now I understand

I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
I wonder why it is

I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

39.8 degrees

this morning i woke up at like 5plus? i think its becayse of my fever.
i got off the bed reluctantly, wobbled down my double decker bed, landed on the floor and felt like the world was spinning madly. den walked very very slowly to my table, saw my brother and sister getting reasdy for school, sat on my comfy chair and took my temperature.

beep beep beep: 39.8 degrees?!

I TOTALLY HAD THE FRIGHT OF MY LIFE.
i was so scared, almost 40degrees! feeling all dizzy and all, i decided i shall drink loads of water, eat some oatmeal and take my temperature once more, cause perhaps its that "just woke up" thing, u know like how u just wake up and ur temp is really high? yeah, i wantd to believe that i was going through that. so after all the oatmeal and medicine, i took my temp again, 39.6 degrees. OKAY, now i was REALLY scared, i moved so slowly, ate veyr slowly, drank a lot of water and its still 39?!

so i just prayed very hard, like i keep thinking my brain is gonna get friend or smth. and i must say THANK GOD. REALLY. THANK YOU GOD.

now its 37.7 :D
u have NO IDEA what kind of comfort God brought me upon seeing my temp slowly decrease. i slept after taking medication, woke up a few times to take my temp. it slowly dropped with every time i took my temp. and i must really thank God once again.

but ah wells, i dunno why i suddenly fell SO ILL. mummy and papa say its cause i overworked my body. well, maybe? maybe also cause of stress la. like so many things recently. so they grounded me. HAIYO. :(

i so long never get grounded liao. so they grounded me for 1week, they say cannot go out and all, must come home everyday after school or CCA. they also dun let me go church study. :(

i really loove going to church to study and you are taking it away from me. okay, nvm, i shall not complain about that. grounded? grahhhhhhhhh. how old am i already?! :( no diff la, i also never go out with my friends liao, i drop my entire social life already can. i never go out to watch movie etc for the last 2 or 3 months leh. so there really isnt a diff.

oh wells, whattado. this is life. :/
anyways! 赞美之泉 concert on sunday night was so encouraging, so wonderful. sandy yu was so charismatic, so real. and her voice:)
i must say, God really spoke to me that night! :D as in enlightened me that night. :D
here's another one of the songs :D

不要放棄 - 讚美之泉

Monday, August 03, 2009

FEVER over FEVER.

haha, i am well, ill. been so long since i had a fever.
seriously, i feel like crap. xinhui is gonna take me to raffles later. have tto leave by 2pm!

had like fever of like 38.1 this morning, after my sleep, dropped to 37.5
okay, not fever, but i still feel horrid. :(
AND COLD. :(

i cant mug for tml's test anyway, i feel so horrid.
i think even if i mug now also nothing go in. :( ah wells,
mummy says i might need to be confined leh. omgoodness. we'll see how.

i shall leave this post with this song! :D
滿有能力 - 讚美之泉