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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Monday, November 06, 2006

everyting seems to be MY FAULT.

she's angry, hu does she scolds: me.
she's got her period, hu does she vent anger on: me.

its always abt her. her. HER.
wad abt me. how wld I feel?
she shld be glad i aint the suicidal type.
wad the heck.
she scolds me for:
1.falling ill.
2.grandmother's sickness
3.sister's grades
4.my grades. although they've improved drastically.
5.my frenz.
6.my lifestyle.
7.my clothes.
8.my hair.
9.the way i study.
10.the songs i listen.
11.taking the wrong stuff.
12.my sis's exam.
13.my bro's lessons.
14.my lessons.
15.her colleges.
16.my bro playing her com.
17.my sis playing her com.
18.my bro playing the com.
19.my sis playing the com.
20.me playing the com.
21.listening the music while sleeping.(i put a timer)
22.reading books b4 bed.
23.sleeping late.(i was doin my hmwrk)
24.coughing
25.commenting.
26.going out.
27.the news.
28.the scenery.
29.piano
30.weighing scale(spoilt)
31.dad not arnd.
32.grandma's nonsensicle nonsense(s)
33.the drinks i drink.
34.the pens i buy
35.clothes i wanna buy.
36.stuff i wanna buy.
37.not going tis place or that.
38.she- forgot to buy stuff. blames me
39.my stuff dat i NEED to buy.
40.things goin on in my life.
41.noone listening to her
*(shoot. cant do tis anymore. here she comes)*

there is obviously more.
i juz dun wanna type them ALL out.
it'll be tedious and tiring.
who noes, she might juz see it too.
she's gettin on my nerves again.
jus when i tink its peaceful btwn us.
she starts scolding me again.
sheesh.
i'm sensitive.
i get hurted easily.
dun play wth my feelings.
coze u are now.
stupid.
i noe u mean well.
but u dun sound lyk it.
my heart cant take it.
*(BANG)*

i finished my GIF. i made 3 so far.
1 hyesung, 1 shinhwa and 1 me and charis. :D

the hyesung one:


the shinhwa one:


the frenz one :D :


*NOTE: all are done by me~

oh yar. had my dental check up today.
the dentist was CUTE~
but not hot. sadly. but not so bad. XP's one was hot.
well datz wad she said.
they say i've gotta get braces.
hmm.. cant imagine how i wld look.
EWW.
aww man.
they solved my decayed tooth.
turns out it's still a baby.
i've gotta get braces in order to get the stupid baby tooth out and the adult one out.
wonder why.
they didnt exactly explain to me.
didnt bother to listen anyway.