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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU

Daily Manna from the 'Net for Tuesday, January 14



Provided by International Bible Society


Friday, November 03, 2006

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
i wonder why is tis freakin period of my life so stupid.
1st i get a call dat wrecky is tomolo. den i rejoiced. why? dun need to go 4 praise tram so many bloody times?!? practice so many bloody times!?! why must I, I alone go for every prasie team?!? isnt there others? isnt there other people in the freakin praise team? sheesh!!
now bcoze of tis i'm getting scolded by my mother. why? thanks a lot jing yun! stupid! damn stupid! she says dat i MUST go for praise team prac. and my mum ALL READY SAID A CANT. SHE SAYS A GO TOO MANY TIMES AND I SHLDNT GO TOO MANY TIMES ANYMORE. i cant stand it.
i wld rather go wrecky why? it only one freakin time. get it done and over wth kinda thing. BUT. praise team is suppose to be lyk dat too. BUT. it isnt apparently in shao er. yar. heck. i noe sec2 is the only ppl in praise team in shao er. but wad the hell. doesnt mean we hafta attend every single one rite? i mena seriously? cant they like get the sec1 instead?!? or have a few different praise team grps like 1520?!? and oh yar. they dun want us to promote nxt yr. screw them. i didnt mind it at 1st. BUT. now i'm starting to mind it ALOT.

praise team.
u can prac tis on ur own wth the accompliment cant u? WE ARENT A BIG PERFECT CHOIR HERE. if u didnt hear? there are ppl hu sing sharp in the praise team. dun blame them. they're not in choir. i dun coze i am. coze i'm trained. in a way. BUT. we are atill not a bloody big choir. it doesnt mean dat if one freakin sunday we arent there to be ur freakin back up singers it doesnt mean u'll screw up. and it doesnt mean u'll die a horrible death. u wont. we might. we're teenagers. we arent adults dat hv our freedom for our own. we arent adults dat earn our own money for allowance and can decide for ourselves where we wanna go. if u tink dat our parents will let us go out EVERY SINGLE TIME ITS WTH THE CHURCH. tink again. going out wth the church. lemme show u wad the parents tink:

1st stage:"hmm. my child is good! participating in church tings!"
2nd
stage:" still the same."
......up to the 4th or 5th time......
"hmm.. is he/she using 'participating in church events and blah' an excuse for goin out?"
6th
stage: "i tink he/she is. lets observe."
7th
stage: "DEFINITELY*(they often arrive to tis conclusion wthout thinking.)*
8th
stage: "better dun let him/her go."
......frm then on, the parent will eventually stop trusting the child and will lead to conflicts.....

dats wad i observe in my life. so dun talk to me abt goin 4 church stuff as if parents will approve of it forever. worst still. if its in MY condition.. it'll be..

1st
stage:"hmm. my child is good! participating in church tings!"
2nd
stage:" hmm.. is it getting fishy or wad?"
3rd
stage:" is she usin church as an excuse?"
4th
stage: "DEFINITELY. *(again i STRESS. my parent arrive to tis conclusion wthouttinking. and i STRESS another point i found out. parents start to loose trust in child.)*
5th
stage:" give her a chance. but tell her dun do it all the time"
6th
stage:"okay the ans is NO."
7th
stage:" I SAID NO!"
8th
stage: " NO NO NO NO NO!!!"
9th
stage:" datz it. no more chances. no more goin out."*( at tis stage the child loses almost total freedom)*
10th
stage: *(she starts scolding the child. studies, frenz, drugs, gangs, CCA, skool, exams, why so many church stuff, outside stuff [for my case: carolling, swimming, piano.] starts to get dragged in.)*

i'm currently undergoing the 10th stage. and noe wad? the other stuff datz dragged in? yar. dat. hu enrolled me in piano? hu said okay to swimming? WHO SAID I CAN COPE? WHO SAID THEY WLD SUPPORT WADEVA DECISION I MAKE?!? WHO WHO WHO?!?!?and now i'm taking triple sci. and my mother shld be happy. she isnt. why. i'm undergoin the 10th stage. at the tenth stage, she loses complete trust. its so difficult for me to talk to her anymore.
hate dat.
today. is suppose to be a happy day 4 me. why. i made my own GIF. i made it myself. its suppose to be happy for me. apparently not.
the spoiler of my happy day: Jing Yun.