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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Thursday, November 02, 2006

yesterday i found out sumting..
although i dunno if its rite to blog it.. but i juz feel i need to.. hmm.. wonder why.. WEIRD! hmm..
well.. here it goes..

yesterday, after i came home, i found out my mum doesnt seem to be happy. not bcoze of me tis time.. *(wadeva)* but bcoze of some happenings in my grandparents house.. and its not dat sumone passed on or anything.. i tink.. tis was wad happened..
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my grandmother or uncle or sumone in my grandparents hse.. definately not my grandfather.. of my 1st uncle.. so i tink its either my grandmother or 2nd uncle. one of them gambled i guess.. and they owe some people money. *(sheesh.. didnt expect TIS type of shitty things to happen to MY family.)* and now they needa to pay back., if i saw clearly last nite.. i tink i saw my mum's e-mail it said sumting lyk we tot it was $100 but it actually $100k.. well i tink it was either $100k or $10k.. i was lyk.. WAD THE HECK?!?WAD THE HELL!! WAD THE!!!

den i hurriedly ran into my elder sis room and asked wad was goin on.. coze she knew.. my mum told her.. den she said i'll tell u nxt time. den i was lyk.."................................................."

haiyo.. wad to do.. den i saw my mum's face.. despite how much i hate her.. she's still my mother.. seeing her face all broken and looking lyk nth cld solve anything in tis world.. i was lyk.. gosh. obviously i'll still be worried.. and i felt a thwang in my chest.. guess i cant hate her forever. but the way she treats my arh!! wad the heck! but i cant do aniting abt it can i.. and now tis problem has arrived and daddy isnt there.. its much more difficult to handle.. i mean seriously! wad wld u do? she wont even tell me wadz goin on!?! and i can juz look at her and feel dat stupid thwang in my chest again.

dang. i'm so useless.

now typing tis. i realise all i can do is to pray.. i did last nite. and i will again. and sooner or later we'll also noe wadz goin on.. but for the mean time.. i wld rly rly rly appreciate it if she told me wad was goin on. and dat anyone who reads tis, dun spread it.