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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Monday, December 18, 2006

you tink u understand?
u dun understand a freeking ting.
u tink we don't care?
U don't care abt a freakin ting in OUR lives.
wad is wrong wth u?
why cant u even tink abt how WE feel?
how can we NOT care?
and hv u even apared a thought abt how WE felt?
its always you you you you.
sheesh.
get outta my life. plz.


okay.
i' m not having a good day.
yesterday wasnt one either.
after i blogged, had 3 scolding sessions.

seriously.
is my mum having menopause or sumting?
argh.
she keeps scolding us day in day out.

yesterday when my sis came home, my mum scolded her non-stop.
immediately after dat, we got scolded.
den she banned us frm the tv, phone and computer.
okay.
we hv until 11.30 to watch tv, play computer.
and 11.45 to use the phone.
which means...
no more conference...
okay. we still can..
but it'll be hard. and short.

den after dat i called xinyi to hv conference.
den weijing hung up.
den xinyi and yizhen called me.
den sean called
den xinyi and sean hung up.
den me and yizhen talked till.. i dunno wad time.
i tink abt 1.30+

so yar.
den tis morn, i woke up, my maid said dat last nite when me and my sis came back, (coze i went to get her frm the bus stop, coze it was raining. actually stopped, but i still went. :))
we locked the door, but didnt take the key.
den my mum overheard.
and i tink i'm in deep shit when she comes back.
frm sat nite till now. so far...

number of scolding sessions: 5

up coming scolding session, tonite.

i wish i can use the phone.
rly wish.
and i dun tink i'll be going out anytime soon.
nows the time when i wish i had choir REAL badly.
and wadz the worst part?

this year, we wont hv dat nice a christmas anyway.
coze i dun even hv a christmas tree in the freakin hse.
and she keeps saying that we don't care abt anyting dat is happening in the hse.
she keeps saying tis:
" U DON'T CARE! U DON'T CARE ABT ANYTING!"

sheesh.
if i dun care, i wld pack my belongings and leave tis freakin hse.
i cant stand it.
she tinks dat the whole world is in the wrong except for her and my dad.
yar rite.

and seriously, if we don't care, we wld ALL leave the freakin hse.
den u can COOL down.
coze rite now we must be giving u a hell of a GREAT time.
sheesh.
i hope its juz PMS.
but she seems to bhave worst den ever.

tis is juz so irritating.

wadz worst?
i hv to take care of my younger sister.
coze my sis and bro went for a recording.
so dat they can sell CDs to raise funds for the camp tingy.
i wld LOVE to go.
apparently..
i hcant.
i hafta sacrifice coze i hafta bring my younger sis to church.
damn it.
damn it.
damnit.
damn it.
how can i NOT care?
sheesh.