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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Sunday, March 18, 2007

i dun understand u.
i dun noe u
i keep changing lyk a snake changes its skin.
i always tot u were the leopard type.
u never change
u're unique and diff.
guess i was wrong
why are u treating me lyk tis?
why do u hv to bcome so unfeeling.

sudden;y, everyting is abt u.
i use to be able to drop a few hints.
after which u get the picture dat i need ur shoulder.
but den. now, if i dun tell u directly, u wont noe.
wad the hell.

i'm so dissapointed in u.
wadeva happened to the 1 yr we spent together.
wadeva happened to all that talk.
all that talk of being together 4eva.
wadeva happened to all dat talk of we'll still be bestfrenz nxt yr.
and "i'll always be there."
and "we'll be together 4eva"
"we'll nv be apart no matter wad"
"we'll grow old together."

u seem lyk an unfeeling bein now.
i tot u werent.
i miss the old u.
whenever i tell u:can i tell u someting? i'm crying.
u noe it.
even b4 i tell u dat i'm crying u noe.
i can juz say: can i tell u someting?
but why cant u tell now? when i juz said it?
why are u so.. contradicting?
hypocrite?
i dun wanna hate u.
coze its ur happiness.
i cant hate u 4 dat.
u found ur happiness wth them.
buden, u nv turn back to spare me a thought either.
u juz cont wth ur life lyk i nv existed.
i'm hurted.
u still dun get the picture.
i still dun get why u dun get it?
i'm hurted.
i'm upset.
i'm speechless.
i'm disappointed.
i'm crying.
i'm upset.
so upset wth u.
wa lau.
u juz spoiled my day.
now everytime i talk to u, look at u..
i feel awkward.
i feel... sad.