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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Sunday, March 25, 2007

tis might be caused due to too much oreo cookie cornflakes.
but i dun care.

coze i'm so dissapointed in u dat i'm actually taking time off frm studying chem to get ur stupid comments off my back.

tis is for u:
u idiot.
i hate u.
why are u bad-mouthing me.
its nt as if I did anyting to u.
wadz ur freakin prob.
i didnt do anyting u pig.
si zhu.

dangnabit. i didnt do anything.
all i did was audition 4 times.
coze there wasnt a single replacement.
u wanat me to ask aaron goh to go arnd begging for ppl to replace each other?
not only will they grumble, they'll do lots other stuff.
and den they'll think its Ms Loh's fault.
its either dat or there'll be lots of conflicts which, i might wanna add, wanna AVOID at ALL COST.
u dun even noe wadz goin on.
so hu r u to say tis?
i tot u were nice.
i looked at u as a mentor.
i'm such a fool.
cant believe i did dat.
i'm so WRONG.
u aint right anyway.

cant stand ur freakin attitude.
wadz ur prob hur?
u tink i'm damn act har?
den u leh?
PIG.
i hate u for who u are.
cant stand u.
cant u even leave steph alone?
her BF, her & the ppl she wanna let noe prob. not urs.
ultimately still hers.
wa lau.
u're an absolute irritant.

i'm lyk at a loss.
so many probs.
feels lyk they'll piling up one stack lyk 1 stack, juz lyk my HWs and TESTs.

i apologise to the ppl in my church for not bein able to contribute my best. coze i'm so cropped up wth church.

anyway.
the reason why i gave dat face coze not only was it my dunno number wad audt.
i was thinkning abt my HW. and my tuition.
coze i keep 4getting to bring my chi txbk.
and to keep my results up to *(my parents')* standard,
i hafta work super uber hard.
plus work hard everyday, for every single sub.

i cant afford to drop one.

i cant afford to fail one.

i wont see day-light if i do.

only God can help me.
so u bug off.
i hate u.
i misjudged u.
u cheated my trust, my belief in u and my confidence.
so i wont be battered by ur awful remarks.
instead i'll work harder and push myself to the brim so dat u'll understand dat i'm still better den u.
datz a reason why i'm vice-chair and u're not.

tis post has also helped me gain back the confidence i loss long ago.
too bad.
i've become more ego..
juz lyk u.
but u're worst.
u aint a christian, u 4got to be humble. and u 4got ur rights, ur wadevas.

i juz simply hate u.

enuf wth the emo.
okay.
THINK HAPPY.

okay.
TODAY IS SUNDAY!
my fav day.
a day i can actually slack.
in the morn dat it is..

anyway.
SO SAD XINYI WAS MISSED.
yizhen.
i love u lots kay?
dun be upset lyk tis morn, i was SO DARN worried.
didnt noe wattado.
i used to be gd at comforting ppl.
apparently, i lost it somewhere in pri sch.
so i didnt darae to accost to u tis morn.
i was afraid i wld dhurt u.
i didnt want dat.

stupid weifu, didnt even try. BLEAHH.

well after church, went eat lunch wth parents and sis.
stupid sister.

den went to buy grocery.
den slept for 1hr.
den woke up.
study till now.
obviously, i got slack in betweens lar.
lyk now for i.e.

cant believe i'm actually usin my word power words.
haha.
*(think happy not sarcastic!)*

i feel lyk a sadist.
haha.
nvm.
RANDOM-NESS.

practiced everyone and dravidian wth bro juz now.
oh yar.
nicholas kwek.
u suck.
wa lau.
step my shoe till i got blister!
BLEAHH.
thank goodness i didnt feel it.
if not mentally, i'll noe it.
den i wont be able to walk.
its the mind game.

anyway.
ytd, i came home slept lyk a pig frm 4+ to 7++
haha. so happy i cld actuaully slp.
but today cannot liao lar.
muz study.
okie.
i better go study.
tis bloody post so long.
hehe.

i shall pray!