CHRIST THE LORD;;my saviour

Friday, May 23, 2008

my dear girl,

life is full of ups and downs, its like driving on a never ending road.
its hot and stuffy out there, but in your car, u feel secure and very safe, then there tends to be bumps on the road and all, there are just minor trips. u wont crash or anything.
but when it comes to a major bump, like such which u are going through, gossips, politics,etc..
u may crash and it may lead to a road accident, clean off the dust, shrug it off, pick yourself up and continue with your road.
the accident may rob u of your ride, but not you legs.
walk, hop, run if u want to.

smile my dear, at the troubles u encounter and carry on.
there will be your friends and family to help you through.
some things are better confided to your friends. and you have us,
if u really feel like the place aint for u, just pull through, its the final lap, one more year.
dun wallow with deep sorrow and regret or fall into depression just cause they managed to succeed in slowing you down.

the 2 people that i now u talked to me about.
they too are under pressure, u dunt know what is going through them, leave them alone.
u may wanna find out what's bothering them but they might understand that.

but your friends might not.
turn to their angle.
let your friends call u a "traitor" cause at the end, u'll not only find out what's bothering them u might even clear the doubts and pain within that place.
i would gladly help u be your negotiator or smth.
but u have to have lots of patience and keep the rest of the board off their backs in temr sof gossips and all.
they are very troubled. very.
i just spoke to them today.
haha.

so my dear, don't be emo okay?
not good. hahaa
u know sometimes, they don't know that their actions will result in this outcome whereby everybody isnt satisfied. this is what happens in society.
they are unaware of their surroundings cause they are "powerpeople" (you may call them)
but because of that fact, they are stressed troubled.
as (not really to say a close friend) just be there for them if they come to u to confide, if not just smile and try to get over with it.

continue to be friends. not colleagues.
the head will once u gain her fullest trust but the other wont.
cause the other only confides in either me or someone else.
haha.

they are both difficult to trust others.
so they require more time.
okay?

dun emo emo lar.
haha.
at the most u sing some of our choir songs la.
haha.
okay? LOVES!!

anyways. i stumbled upon a real nice song. and i love it.
thankyou 987fm!
hahaha

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find