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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Monday, March 02, 2009
not fine

things hasnt really been working out for me recently, keep on bad mood.
and so many things just keep popping up. i cant stand it. SO IRRITATING.

i feel damn crap can, somewhat keep having that outcast feeling, i also dunno why.
somehow that feeling keeps getting stronger everyday. also the i'm invisible feeling and insignificant feeling.

so super emo feeling. but i am not the type. this is so crazy, but i dun feel like the huilun i am in sec sch. everything just seems so tiring, not enough sleep, everyday chiong hw, still need to make space to socialise, i cant possibly just stop socialising, its part of my daily life, so must make sacrifices, but also cant sacrifice too much cause i've got many commiments. somehow also got that i don't like u vibe from some people that i never expect it to come from recently. dunno why just super headache, and super grahhh. and my brother just worsen it earlier tonight, so i shall just be pissed and all for now. GRAHHH. i really need to pray. :(