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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Saturday, June 27, 2009

ohmygosh, this is just so annoying and so saddening, like draining the life outta me, i'm so tired, physically and emotionally. serious. i want to believe everything is fine and dandy but how can i when everytime i think everything will turn out fine there is this stick poking me at the back. grah. i'm really so tired, and i wanna sleep, but i cant sleep without thinking abt it, thinking abt it will just make me feel worse, and thus i cant sleep. grah. gah, grah, grah. at times like these, i really need to prayyyy. :////


i somehow knew this was coming, but its like everytime i try to mend it its just another stab. grah me grah you. grahgrahgrah. just when i like totally pick myself up this has gotta happen to me and turn my whole entire life topsy turvy. but i must say i have been having better days these last few weeks after church camp. studying at church, just totally blocks me off from the worldand focus on the books aside from chatting with kerin, zihow, dora. like its just me, my books in God's place. studying there just relaxes me and help me not think of all these things. but instead lead me to think abt my cell grp, my studies, the bible study thing i hope to work and all. i really hope the bible study thing will turn out fine, or maybe better than that. i totally know i'll be so tired and drained if it starts, but i really want something to be done. and seing how good the response is so far, i hope it'll cont and not just die down after the heat is over.


what to say? i guess i can only go back to the bible, pray earnestly and pray for an enlightening.

i shall pay a trip to verse of the day once again.


Have no fear of sudden disaster or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked, for the LORD will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared.
— Proverbs 3:25-26


i take from verse of the day. hmm, i guess i must try to memorise this verse, after reading it just makes me feel so much better!


THANKYOUGOD.


i really cant tell anyone except those few who knows whats going on, but its already so late! so they're all asleep, at least i still have GOD. :)


yay. i feel peaceful enough to sleep now! :)


NITEY NITE NITE.