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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Wednesday, September 02, 2009
a sick twist in such a wnderful day

psalm 34:1-10
1 I will extol the LORD at all times;
his praise will always be on my lips.
2 My soul will boast in the LORD;
let the afflicted hear and rejoice.

3 Glorify the LORD with me;
let us exalt his name together.

4 I sought the LORD, and he answered me;
he delivered me from all my fears.

5 Those who look to him are radiant;
their faces are never covered with shame.

6 This poor man called, and the LORD heard him;
he saved him out of all his troubles.

7 The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him,
and he delivers them.

8 Taste and see that the LORD is good;
blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.

9 Fear the LORD, you his saints,
for those who fear him lack nothing.

10 The lions may grow weak and hungry,
but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.

prayer mtg was good, i felt so good after that. sogood i had to open my big fat mouth. so good, i had to have to share with them what i felt so precious to me. so good i decided to let them in. so good, but they crushed it allover again. sure i know u worry, sure i know u cae, thats why u dont want me to take this responsibility. but i beleive lr that it can be one, i beleive alr that this will work out. i beleive that this sthe moment i have to create a change. why are u postponing it when i fell tht we are dying toHAVE TO HAVE IT.

this is sobad, i really want to cry. but no, i will not give in to tears AGAIN because of you, i wil stay firm and be strong. and i will pray. i prayed abt for so long, i thought i knew the direction God was leading me. but u just had to be the 1% to destroy my confidence all tgt. just crushed me and left me withnothing to keep. why did have to be you anyway. i shared cause i thought u would finally be supportive of me. you never gave me the strength i was seekig, no wonder i always find it a chore to ask u for advice. you always made me feel even worse when i wanna share my ideas and plas. you always take away my confidence totally cause u havent got faith in me.

without faith, without spprt, i cant do it and give my 100%, casue i know u aret happy. and it affects me.

thanks.
crushed my dreams you did, you didnt even leave a fragment for me to hold on.