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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Monday, October 05, 2009
why cant we just go to heaven NOW

why cant we just go heaven now?
den everything will be less painful.
okay, i'm sorry God- i'm here to fulfill whatever u place me here for.
so i will await your timing and fulfill my purpose!
-enlightened :D

oh, and i realise i really get very very emotionally attached to a lot of things.
oay, i always knew it, but i didnt know i was THIS BAD.

okay, bad is not the word, it can good to be emotionaly attached but bad too. toomuch is bad, toolittle and you'll turn into some creepy insensitive freak. at least to me, thats a freak.

how sad is it to be insensitive!

but its bad to be SO sensitive at times like these. LUNNIE NEEDS TO TALK-AND ONLY SHIELAAA WILL UNDERSTAND! hahaha.

i guess the both of us need eac other at this time. haha.
some things are better not discussed. but i kinda told sheila it although i decided not to tell anyone. but oh wells, sheila is after all my childhood friend and sister LITERALLY. :)

this is really what makes friendships last i guess- my longer friends are friends who understand that i cant be there 24/7 and expect s much out of me. iguess thats why i'm not so cliquey either. haha. but i know i like to be in a clique. but i dun wanna get dissappointed. ah, life is so hard.

now my birthday is drawing near, i dunno what to feel.
i'm so gad i get to spend my bday with my new buunch of crazy friends. but will little hiccup change everything once again.

everytime i'm close to being so very veryhappy with my new bunch of friends, there always seem tobe some sad thing that happens, and although i'm not involved, i'm as emotionally attached to the problem as my other friends going through it. WHY. mak my life so sad. but i'm glad to be able to feel like that also.

some of the friedship last after that but turn weak. others just disappear. now that my birthday is approaching, and here comes a hiccup- i start to see history repeating itself; running away from the problems, one by one.

and again i feel as if i'm the only one standing there tryin to pull everything bck tgt. so tiring. i managed to be able to detach myself after somany friendships that went bad :(
and now comes another problem- i may be too emotionally attached to this one this time.

ohno, this is gonna be painful.

new addictioon!
COLBIE CAILLIAT - MAGIC



You've got magic inside your finger tips
It's leaking out all over my skin
Everytime that I get close to you
Your makin me weak with the way you
Look through those eyes

And all I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeaaaa, oh I need you

I remember the way that you move
Your dancin easily through my dreams
It's hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

All I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

Oh baby I need you
To see me, the way I see you
Lovely, wide awake in
The middle of my dreams

And all I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

All I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeaaaa, oh oh da da da do do do do do
Ahhhhhh, I... I need you