Prayer always comes first
i shouldnt have.
this isn't supposed to happen.
this wasnt prayed for.
i shouldnt be facing this problem.
everything is supposed to be fine.
if only it was God willing.
i cant trust anyone of them anymore with things like this. acting like everything is fine will be difficult. but i will be able to do it. its crap when someone promises you everything will be fine and time will make everything better. its crap when someone says you don't need to go through some things alone. cause the hard truth is that they cant be there 24/7. and there are simply things which you can't tell anyone. there are simply thngs which u must face alone. like it or not.
i dreamt a nice dream last night, that everything was fine and i was happy.
fast- evrything was speeding. too fast and i forgot to pray.
"Oh, I'm going my own way,
my faith has lost its strength again"
-Demi Lovato, World of Chances