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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Monday, June 14, 2010
Waiting.....

Sometimes I think I expect too much. But I guess I do that out of live. But shouldn't I be more accepting if it's out of love? Idk. This thoughts are frying my brain. Waiting. Have you ever sat there for a WHOLE day waiting for at least ONE msg? But hopes are dashed everytime. So I guess that leads me to keep thinking abt this. And leads to my frequent tossing and turning on the bed. I wish I didn't need to use my brain so much. It makes me really tired. So tired from waiting. So tired from thinking. So tired from worrying. So tired from trying not to think of it. So tired emotionally physicaly and doesn't really help me to study either. I hate myself.

While I understand there are many things that occur at the same time so cannot reply but it's torture! So naturally these thoughts will appear in my head. NOBODY'S FAULT. Mine at the most for being so overly sensitive abt the tiniest things. Which is absolutely STUPID. I am stupid to keep thinking abt it. Aiyar. Stupid dun wanna think abt it anymore. Will try not to but I doubt it.

Anyway, waiting for cool pics to be uploaded dun really feel like blogging.

Sometimes for no rhyme or reason I just need you; I guess that's why I hope so much. Too much until it turns into expectation. And that won't happen cause things u hope for doesn't usually come true. well, sometimes I just need you. For nothing. Nothing at all.