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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





Provided by International Bible Society


Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Fear of God

I am living in fear.

2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Fearful of God's judgement, fearful of God's decision. Fearful of my actions that are mostly mistakes. Fearful of not being forgiven. Fearful of not given another chance. Fearful of failed communication. Fearful of myself and what I can do. Fearful of you.


Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

9 Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour.

10 For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up.

11 Again, if two lie together, then they have heat: but how can one be warm alone?

12 And if one prevail against him, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken.

So I pray that we can strengthen one another. Because we have done it before. 


I pray that God can continue to show his ways to me. I pray that the Holy Spirit can guide and that I can have rest soon. Hopefully. I need rest. Not enough rest is not helping me much. I pray for peace. Holy Spirit please bring me some peace to sleep.


Philippians 4:6-7 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.


And I thank God for the trials, I thank God for guiding. I thank God for everything. Even this fear. Because I need to remember He is in control. That's why I fear. Fear is not a bad thing. It keeps us in check. So I thank God for that. I have rested. Rested before bible camp. But now? I haven't since bible camp. WHY GOD WHY. Please grant me the peace to sleep for the next few days as I really haven't been feeling well.


Matthew 21:22 And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith.”


Father please listen to my prayers.


Thank you Lord.


Amen.





Please forgive me.

Please give us another chance.