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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Sunday, June 02, 2013
I love you Lord:)

Today I learnt I made a grave mistake.
Loving someone with Gods love but more than a friend.

Sounds like its not wrong right? But today I learnt that when loving someone, no love is greater than God's love. No love is more satisfying than God's love and no love is more unconditional than God's love. Looking out for that one person MADE for you is hard.. Because actually we really need to love the person like a friend. That's why no expectations would occur. That's why you can actually love that person made for you by God so easily as well. That's why you can spend your life with someone you never expect yourself to and never thought possible. If you start loving the person with love you know from your family and growth into adulthood, you would never love enough and they would never love you enough either. So this, today I learnt. That I made a grave grave mistake.

No wonder there was much unrest, unhappiness(if there were, cause to me I was v happy) and insecurity. Sigh. Insecurity- this word really eats me up and spits me back out. Starting to really not like this word. This word means I am not secure in God, I'm not walking with Him closely and represents a time to reflect on my life and where I am with God.

So maybe this is what God is trying to teach me during this short time spent apart. Idk how long more this is gonna last but I KNOW. Everyday, God is teaching me smth more. I smile when I type this;) so happy somehow. This peace. :)

So I prayed today with much difficulty, Lord I pray you take away what I want and this feeling I have and overflow it with you, and what you want and will for me. If it is not in your will, take this need to care and love him more away. Otherwise, bless us, bless him and let us run back to you like the prodigal son, hand in hand. I PROMISE. We will grow this time. Not just in plans and in words but in action:)

I love you Lord.




Ilyz.