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God's Girl
Huilun
13.10.1992
Singapore Life Church
GMS(P),GMS(S),CJC, NTU





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Monday, August 26, 2013
Tired

Sometimes when I get tired I think of things I know and wish I wasn't thinking about. When I'm tired I know it's time to sleep because God is telling me I need rest. 

I am tired. I'm not saying this cause I want my friends to be scared and pity or take care of me. (okay I don't think anyone actually reads my blog cause I don't exactly have a lot of friends). But I am tired because I know that I am so weak without God. I am tired of myself sinning and sinning and sinning. I am tired of myself thinking so hard and hoping so much for something.

Don't get me wrong, it's just after waiyee's birthday party it was fun and happy and all. But I just realized that mine wouldn't exactly be what I had in mind anymore. It's not waiyee's fault. I think it's me. My human nature and innate desire for that one place I wished I was at right now.

I know what I want. I still do.
I am just afraid of myself.
I am weak.
So weak.
I will sin and sin and sin again.
I am not perfect. 
But it isn't an excuse to sin and sin and sin again.

Help God. Please help me to detest what you detest and just focus on loving you!!!

Isaiah 40:29-31 He gives strength to the wearyand increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary,and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lordwill renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint.